I can remember I turned my television on, it was just before the second plane hit (I think I was really in shock so it could have been a looped tape not sure). It was like everything just slowed down so quickly then they fell. I don't remember moving much after that I was just so stunned and shocked. I'm not watching much television today cause I'm still too emotional. Has it changed me? Hell yes! Even now just typing about it I'm starting to cry.